viernes, enero 18, 2008

finders keepers

i've lost something. i'm not sure what. or why. i just know when.
it was when i saw you again, quite unexpectedly. we didn't even bother to say hello.
it feels like it was too long ago. perhaps i just imagined most of it to be. willed them to being- those crazy hours we kept. and the hilarious surprises that kept us awake.
awake and aware of the tiniest details of our everyday that sprung to life.

too bad i didn't find you first. too bad i couldn't fight against misery and you leaving me.

should you want to know- yes, it was my birthday. and yes, i expected something out of the ordinary. like, perhaps, you coming back. or not. just a word from you?

what is it that i've lost?

6 comentarios:

Blogger {illyria} ha dicho...

we're growing old. the things we want to see, we don't. the things we want to experience, we can't. this is the rest of our lives. terrifying, isn't it?

2:56 p. m.  
Blogger bismuth ha dicho...

i can't believe how pathetic growing old can be.

6:49 p. m.  
Blogger {illyria} ha dicho...

say this with me: "we will die young and beautiful."

9:45 a. m.  
Anonymous Anónimo ha dicho...

you didn't lose him because he was never yours :P

6:55 p. m.  
Blogger bismuth ha dicho...

ouch bro! harsh! i believe he was mine for the moments we were together. anyway, a friend saw him with a new gurl.

so, yes. at the rate i'm going- crash and burn. i'm dying young and beautiful.

7:15 p. m.  
Anonymous Anónimo ha dicho...

if he was seen with a new girl, then let me add: he was never yours and he doesn't and will never deserve you.

1:15 p. m.  

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