everyone's like you

you believe you know me just because i smile back everytime we meet. or that i touch your arm this way- like you are important. you think i care about your thoughts just because i nod my head and purse my lips as if in deep thought. you imagine i take my promises to be true. you care that i go home too late at night and wonder who i'm with everytime you call. and you email me sometimes when you are drunk and words flow easier and ask if i've listened to the cd you sent. or if i've seen that raw footage of your current movie project. it's still all about you. what you love. what you hate. what you think of me. you think just because we have known each other this long, you really know me. and while you wonder why i still dream about her and while she doesn't think i still hurt from her leaving all these years- i grow tired of wanting you to know me.